The Soul of Apathy

Pour my soul into a bowl. Into a character of him. Of a reflection of myself. Driving to work hearing these atrocities. Being force fed these horrific events daily. May he find his way, Lord. May all of us find our way. May he wake up and realize that life is worth living. That he has something to give back. That his apathy is a disguise for his disappointment. Disappointment in a life that has not been validated. Not allowed him to be part of the village our ancestors took for
granted. We crawled out of our village and found the city not needing our specialty. For we had to compete for our specialty to eat now. There is a whole slew of us special folks. And some of them are homeless. So I am just happy to have a job now. Just happy to be able to take care of my family now. Just happy to be able to stare at my Television and not have to think about the genocides occurring in some far away land that I will never see now. Thank you for this gift of apathy. Thank you that I do not have to solve the worlds problems. That I can just think of me. Now.

I am aware. I am not aware. I am aware. I don't care.

Mr. Apathy

Tommy Borg

http://www.tomytec.co.jp/borg/product/telescope/80fai/77ed/index.html

New One.

Anxiety Blanket / 24'' x 36'' / acrylic on canvas / 2006.

Boxing.

Clear eyes for the tired guy. One drop at a time. Drip. Drip. Drip. Drip. Drip.

Staring at flat panel screen dream. 50 inch plasma, that's my Self. Staring at mirror images. Seeing fat cell deposits. Flesh. Apathy. Standing up tall. Yoga stance. Yoga prance. One vertebrae at a time. Sucking it in.

Tired of boxes. Tired of everyone talking about putting people in boxes. Thinking out of boxes. In the box. Out of the box. Jack in the Box. There is no box. Especially for fear of small spaces. Especially for tears in small places. Face this. Place this box out of your mind. Find time to breath fully with lack of boxes. Lack of limits. Infinite Spaces. Infinite Places.

Small town itch. Small town bitch. They don't know me. I am know one. I am everyone. I am mountain top. Anthill. Stream. River. Sea. The infinite minutia. Space eternal. Smiles and tears and fears and put this all aside, and stride. See the mountain top and climb. One step at a time. One pixel at a time. One brush stroke at a time. One word at a time. Climb.

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From: Byron King [mailto:byronking@gmail.com]

Sent: Saturday, 2006 10:23 PM

To: 'Vilar Pahey'

Subject: new work.

Good evening,

I am currently seeking gallery representation.

Thanks for your time,

Byron

www.byronking.com

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On 7/25/06, 'Vilar Pahey' wrote:

Dear Byron,

Thank you for your inquiry. We currently have a full roster and are unable to represent any additional artists.

Best regards,

Vilar Pahey

Tom Smith Gallery

524 West 24th Street

New York, New York 10011

Tel: 212-243-0200

Fax: 212-243-0047

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From: Byron King [mailto:byronking@gmail.com]

Sent: Saturday, 2006 8:09 PM

To: 'Vilar Pahey'

Subject: Honesty. Truth. Integrity.

Hi Vilar,

I simplified my site even more. Please take another look at it and tell me

what you think. Do you think I should have the digital work on there?

I'm really looking for venues to show my work. If you point me in the right

direction I will give you my next born child.

No really. I think the work is strong enough that I should not have to do that.

What do I need to do to get my foot in the door? I've been slugging away

at this for ten years now and have had no replies from any galleries. The

fact that you wrote me back took me by complete suprise.

Do you find any of my work interesting? Should I continue or am I kidding myself?

I really wish someone would tell me the secret to getting their work shown

and getting their foot in the door of galleries of your caliber.

Please help a brother out? Show some kindness and point me in the right

direction.

Honestly honest. Truly trying.

Byron King

www.byronking.com

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From: 'Vilar Pahey' [mailto: pilar@tomsmithgallery.com]

Sent: Saturday, 2006 11:44

To: Byron King

Subject: RE: Honesty. Truth. Integrity.

Hi Byron,

I would suggest that you begin by showing your work at local galleries and becoming part of an artistic community locally before trying New York galleries. This could both foster interest and growth in your artwork.

As for the site, it's truly up to you to make it representative of your style. Once you have been in exhibitions, you should list those along with any press.

Good luck,

Vilar

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From: Byron King [mailto: byronking@gmail.com]

Sent: Saturday, 2006 12:47 PM

To: 'Vilar Pahey'

Subject: RE: Honesty. Truth. Integrity.

Hi Vilar,

Thanks for your input. I really do appreciate it. I did live in New York for several years

and could not get my work in any local galleries. I've tried all of the local galleries in

Jacksonville, FL even and they won't show my work either.

It's frustrating. If you know of any smaller venues looking for emerging artist I would appreciate

a reference.

Thank you for your time,

Byron

www.byronking.com

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From: 'Vilar Pahey' [mailto: vilar@tomsmithgallery.com]

Sent: Saturday, 2006 12:57

To: Byron King [mailto: byronking@gmail.com]

Subject: RE: Honesty. Truth. Integrity.

Hi Byron,

I'm not familiar with the artistic community in Jacksonville, but surely there's an art class or studio space you can join and get involved with other artists. If there isn't, perhaps you could organize one?

Again, I wish you luck.

Vilar

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-----Original Message-----

From: Byron King [mailto: byronking@gmail.com]

Sent: Saturday, 2006 1:14 PM

To: 'Vilar Pahey'

Subject: RE: Honesty. Truth. Integrity.

Hi Vilar,

So in a sense it's not about the work. It's about your art resume?

Thanks for your help. I will continue on as always.

Good luck to you too.

v/r

Byron

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From: 'Vilar Pahey' [mailto: vilar@tomsmithgallery.com]

Sent: Saturday, 2006 12:57

To: Byron King [mailto: byronking@gmail.com]

Subject: RE: Honesty. Truth. Integrity.

Hi Byron,

It's always about the art, but your question was how to gain gallery representation. I responded to that inquiry.

Vilar

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Subject: RE: Honesty. Truth. Integrity.

From: Byron King [mailto:byronking@gmail.com]

Sent: Saturday, 2006 14:59

To: 'Vilar Pahey'

Subject: RE: Honesty. Truth. Integrity.

To tell you the truth. I'm just elated you wrote me back.

For that, in my book you are an outstanding individual.

So my last and final question is and I'll leave you alone:

So, if my work was something you guys were interested

in and I had absolutely no art resume, would you

show my work?

Have fun tonight in Chelsea. Wish I was there.

v/r

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byron

www.byronking.com

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From: Byron King

Date: Saturday, 3:39 PM

Subject: gallery research

To: Byron King

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No REPLY FROM VILAR AT THIS TIME.

Findings:

It is all about the art resume.

Or Vilar is not into answering hypothetical questions.