Sunday, June 04, 2006

Withdrawal. Day 2

Cold turkey withdrawal unsuccessful. Attempt failed. Terrible mental state. Mental dehydration. Brain function at a minimal level. Television commercials hurt my head. The movement of the shapes and text, caused piercing pain that went straight through my eyes into the core of my brain. Dizziness when standing. Flashing white light on the peripheral of my vision. Will start a weening process off of the medication even though I am currently on an extremely low dosage. This experiment is over. Currently considering returning to normal dosage. I hear other medications are even harder to quit. Am very glad I am not on one of those medications. Would recommend a gradual withdrawal over any cold turkey attempt in the future.

4 comments:

shostopa said...

Good job. Hang in there buddy. I'm here for you
if you need to let off some steam. That sucks.
I need to go through that again with dip and beer.
I'm not quiting porn though, ever. Ever, I say.

Byron said...

You'll quit porn when you have no privacy. Try being into porn in a barrachs with 59 other privates. Or while baby sitting your little girl all day.

Thanks though. I haven't gotten much Mr. Apathy done. It's a bigger project than I had suspected.

Waiting on your painting to be posted. So frickin excited about my new painting. Will post it by the end of the week, I suspect.

later...

Lucky said...

Yeah, I'll never quit starring in porn either.

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